I am transgender

I am not choosing my gender.

I am choosing to show the world, on the outside, who I have always been on the inside.

Let’s hit reset.

Hot air balloons over Village Lake

I started this blog amid massive life changes and deep emotional trauma. It was exactly the outlet I needed as I began to process all of it. ALL. OF. IT.

It’s time to hit reset.

Guilt and estrogen.

A spring tree against a blue sky

I haven’t written in a while. There’s a reason. Guilt. I’ve had a post about transition and divorce running circles in my head for some time. You’ll have to wait longer for that one. Thoughts are still a mess on exactly what and how I want to talk about it.

The beginning.

“Hormones were probably delayed because my brain was looking for estrogen and my body was like, “nope, that’s not what the purchase order says.”

#TransformationTuesday

Pagosa Peak

I posted this to Instagram today. It seemed it would be a good fit here too. My first #transformationtuesday #transitiontuesday post.

The beginning.

Spruce tree shot on Canon M50

Episode 2. The middle years. This is a short episode, covering middle school and high school. Why is it short? Middle and high school are blurry. I don’t have any great memories from that period in my life. I can’t even blame puberty – I was a late bloomer. I didn’t fit in. I was […]

The beginning.

Late evening in downtown Pagosa Springs

The obvious question:

“When did you know you were trans?”

College.

“Thanks, T1 internet connection, and unsupervised internet use.