Ma’am.
I’m trying to take care of myself mentally and physically. The mental part has actually come quite easily since coming out. Without the continual mental struggle against dysphoria and feeling like a mistake, I find myself mentally clear and present. I’m just happy. I’m more productive at work. I’m present in more moments with my […]
The beginning.
“Hormones were probably delayed because my brain was looking for estrogen and my body was like, “nope, that’s not what the purchase order says.”
A Monumental Weekend.
As far as the government is concerned, I am officially and have been ‘her’ since I was born.
Kick Ass Month.
It’s my birthday month. I turn 40 this year. It is also the month I am going to kick some ass and cross some things off my list. Stay tuned. More content is coming on a more regular schedule. It is also the month I am going to kick some ass and cross some things […]
#TransformationTuesday
I posted this to Instagram today. It seemed it would be a good fit here too. My first #transformationtuesday #transitiontuesday post.
I did a thing Sunday.
I was so exhausted on Monday that I went home after a morning meeting and took a nap. I thought to myself, “I probably don’t need to take a nap but I’ll just lay down for 15 minutes.”
The beginning.
Episode 2. The middle years. This is a short episode, covering middle school and high school. Why is it short? Middle and high school are blurry. I don’t have any great memories from that period in my life. I can’t even blame puberty – I was a late bloomer. I didn’t fit in. I was […]
I did a thing today.
I got my ears pierced today. It was a big step for me and something I’ve wanted to do for a very long time. Dallas and Kendra at Durango Professional Piercing were amazing! If you are looking for a place to go in the Four Corners region, check them out. Side note: I just noticed […]
Dysphoria.
That word should be bigger. It’s so powerful. Even when I try very hard to keep it from being bigger, it just is.
It didn’t hit until after I did my eyes and started my day. Usually doing my eyes helps. It didn’t today.
When does re-puberty start?
I watched a thirty-second TikTok. It ended. The tears flowed. That fast. That easy.