Really.
It’s good. If I didn’t have down times I wouldn’t be human.
I’m sitting here in my comfy chair, listening to music, typing on my laptop and I am content.
Author: T Jay
Update.
through something difficult.
I am transgender
I am not choosing my gender.
I am choosing to show the world, on the outside, who I have always been on the inside.
Image. Watermarked.
I don’t watermark my photos that often. It’s been quite some time since the last one I felt deserved it. This image – I’m quite proud of it. Hence, the watermark. I’m definitely going to have this one printed and framed. I’m still riding life’s roller coaster and it felt good to forget it all… Continue reading Image. Watermarked.
for as lost as I feel at the moment.
It’s what my life feels like right now. I’ve had every intention of writing regularly. Posting updates. Getting into vlogging. The whole all of it.
Here we are nearing the end of July.
I barely know which way is up currently. When I find out, I’ll write more.
Thanks for sticking around this long. I appreciate you.
T Jay
Still here.
It hit me today. I’m going to miss a significant portion of my kids lives because I’m transgender.
Let’s hit reset.
I started this blog amid massive life changes and deep emotional trauma. It was exactly the outlet I needed as I began to process all of it. ALL. OF. IT.
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It’s time to hit reset.
I’m tired.
I’m tired so I took my kids on a hike today. It was a short hike but it still felt great to get outside before the storms rolled through this afternoon. The boys had a great time and we enjoyed getting soaked by the waterfall. Transition. Going full time as the woman I’ve always been.… Continue reading I’m tired.
A walk in the woods.
Sundays are not usually my day with my kids. The schedule is to have them back with their mom by mid-morning. I wanted to go to a concert this afternoon and the afterparty this evening.
It’s not my fault.
Before coming out I was really good at one thing in particular. Holding on to the pain and misery of it “being all my fault.” All of the fucking time.