Blog – Page 5 – Her Name Is T Jay

Apparently, it starts today.

An inspirational TikTok had me bawling.

I knew HRT was already making small physical changes. After this morning, I’m pretty confident upping my t-blocker dose was a good next step. It’s clearly working on the emotional changes.

Star Trek Discovery made me cry sad tears at the mid season ending and happy tears at the season three finale. But that was emotional investment from the beginning and throughout each episode.

I watched a thirty-second TikTok. It ended. The tears flowed. That fast. That easy.

An inspirational TikTok has be bawling. Feeling emotions, and expressing them? This feels amazing.

#HappyToBeMe #Transgender #LiveAuthentic

What I’ve been avoiding.

It’s also what I’ve been avoiding my whole life – I’ve been avoiding my life.

The beginning.

The obvious question:

“When did you know you were trans?”

College.

“Thanks, T1 internet connection, and unsupervised internet use.

The ups and downs.

To date. I’ve had a lot of each.

It’s a roller coaster that I’m tired of riding. I know I have many laps left before I can get off.

Oh. My. Goodness.

I have insurance. It’s pretty decent especially considering where I live. But I wasn’t quite ready for the bill. Sure, I knew I needed the blood test. We had to see where my hormone levels were to help plan the next phase of HRT.

I don’t think I can be more out.

Truly. I don’t think there are any more coming outs that I have to undergo.

An introduction.

Hello! This isn’t much for a first blog post, I know. The good news is, the website is up and I’m ready to write. It won’t be long before there’s more content here. Thanks for checking in! T Jay