Coming out. Choosing to transition. Living authentically. I can’t help but smile.

It’s my birthday month. I turn 40 this year. It is also the month I am going to kick some ass and cross some things off my list.

Stay tuned. More content is coming on a more regular schedule.

It is also the month I am going to kick some ass and cross some things off my list.

I did a thing Sunday.

I received the Johnson & Johnson Vaccine on Sunday, March 7.

I was so exhausted on Monday that I went home after a morning meeting and took a nap. I thought to myself, “I probably don’t need to take a nap but I’ll just lay down for 15 minutes.”

Dysphoria.

That word should be bigger. It’s so powerful. Even when I try very hard to keep it from being bigger, it just is.

It didn’t hit until after I did my eyes and started my day. Usually doing my eyes helps. It didn’t today.

Apparently, it starts today.

An inspirational TikTok had me bawling.

I knew HRT was already making small physical changes. After this morning, I’m pretty confident upping my t-blocker dose was a good next step. It’s clearly working on the emotional changes.

Star Trek Discovery made me cry sad tears at the mid season ending and happy tears at the season three finale. But that was emotional investment from the beginning and throughout each episode.

I watched a thirty-second TikTok. It ended. The tears flowed. That fast. That easy.

An inspirational TikTok has be bawling. Feeling emotions, and expressing them? This feels amazing.

#HappyToBeMe #Transgender #LiveAuthentic